Hmm well i didn't noe what to update... Alot of changes in my camp... Got nothing to comment abt it... Argh it's a total wastage of time.. Hmm my bike is at the last lesson le.. Had my 1st 8.01 lesson yesterday and i fail.. Argh well guess i must be calm in everything i do... =X sick,sleepy but try to sleep but just fail me.. I just dun understand my body.. Anyway did this imeem player on my blog... Soon i will change the skin of the blog... Got a rough idea on what outlook it will be like le...Just waiting for the time to come.. Wahahaha

Haiz.. Was happy but sad... I can finally go for escort but as a docu.. Yesterday 1st time go out then kana plung by SIB.. Knn they too free then anyhow plung ppl sia.. Got to stay till later to cover the mounting guys today as there is NDP parade today.. Reach home and started to watch the shows i miss out yesterday.. Just recieve a sms from alvin asking abt my trials.. Tot was today and Was scare but glad... Then i called kenneth to confirm he told me was another case.. I was like heart drop.. Read sharon's msn sub nick.. Guess it was refering to me.. Why is everything so?? Think it's hard for me to love someone for now onward but it's also harder to feel being loved... Going to take a nap le... Veri tired.. Ate super spicy dry noodle with chicken soup... Yummy~~ Hopefully tonight dinner will be a great one...

Wah Change new CO also implement alot of rubbish.. Dun understand y we must do so much shit and somemore now every ties to thur got to stay in for lesson.. Stupid mindset he has... Stubborn old man.. Well.. TOday is my rest day and slept almost the whole day.. Yes.. i can finally go for court hearing and transfer le!!! :) Now all EPO are working with under manpower.. Each man has to do 2.5* more of the usual shift... THis is getting so shitty... Can't believe et is such a money minded person.. He bought a COS duty from his friend for 30 bucks... WTF... tot he is helping him of kind heart but i was totally wrong...

Hmm Went to RP official opening.. There is a large crowd there... Wow... Finally RP students are so 'enthu' in sch activites.. Later scarely coz got CE points then they go... Hmm met up with few fac.. Chang york boon,Superman,SEG directors, SIT facs and Josp.. He also went back... WoHoo... Since long i had met them le... Went to causeway point and ate KFC.. LOL i took the pink shirt.. Look nice.. I like but i think it's abit gayish.. Will posted photo of it when it's dry up..

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Oh what is happening to me man!!! I kept on failing my lesson on bikes... Is my balancing on narrow plank that weak? Today just b4 my lesson start, it had a sudden downpour and got to wear raincoat then when lesson start the rain stopped but leaving the area wet and flooded... Fail coz my wheel skide off... Hai... Fell down!!! When i need friends around how come no one is around?? I feel veri sad.. When they need me no matter i got what i also will push away and help them!!! Oh Tam ar!!!Tze!!! HAnz... wah liao... so sad lo... Call and no answer.. Msg and no reply.. Am i realli of no status to them? Damn The new CO in my company was such a #$*&&(*&*%$^$#.. He implement MOunt,standby,standby,MOunt,standby,standby,mount,dismount, dismount... Stupid him!!! then he want us to go for courses... Regarding of use or not!!! WTH lo.... Feeling so lonely... Argh...

Hai.... Life.... I dunno what to add... THink i'll be better to keep everything to myself... When i start to feel lucky then all the unlucky things will just pour out again!!! TMD... Tml morning will have a briefing on what the new fucking CO wants... Heard that he was us to stay in from tuesday to thursday even on dismount for physical training or knowledge training.. WAs like wtf.. He didn't walk on our ground and then he just come in start to throw his pattern... FUcker sia!! Human will get very tired after 24 hours shift.. or rather shift and then now this shit happen!!! My case is still pending and hoping for the best... Am i irritating? I guess i'm coz melene told me that! How come i improve? Why are all these happening to me??